Ope's Diary

Entry 25: TL Asleep?

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TL asleep? 👀

Now, I’ll be honest, I like T.

T likes me too.

And I know I didn’t need to spell it out like that, because I feel like we’ve already cleared out the first part. It’s just sort of important that I clear the air on the second part of T liking me too before I say what I’m about to say.

Remember a few days ago, I said I was going to tell you a critical part of the gist that I left out. I’m still going to do that, so don’t worry.

So here’s the thing: T and I had a number of really long conversations about the things we like about each other, and how compatible we are.

The last time we had a similar conversation, it just dawned on me that T kept saying things like, “would have been” and “I wish”. I’m not completely sure what it means, and I want to ask, but I’m scared.

I’m scared because I think I know the answer, without even asking.

No matter how much we like each other and enjoy each other’s company, we can’t be together.

It hurts me, but it is what it is, I guess.

This is just me speculating though. I probably shouldn’t conclude the worst because I’m not sure what’s going on in T’s mind. If it’s what I’m thinking, then it’s a justifiable reason.

This thing I’m thinking is the critical piece of information I left out in all of this that I said I needed to tell you guys. I still would, but for now, I need your suggestions.

I always come through for you on money advice. Now I need your love suggestions. What would you do if you really like someone, but for some valid reason, you know you can’t be together in a defined relationship? Do you try to make excuses and find a way around the glaringly valid reason? Or do you just stop liking them? Or what?

See? This is why I hate all this love thing. It’s not straightforward like money.

In this life, just stick to what you know how to do best because I don’t even know how I got myself into this 😩. By now, I would have been somewhere helping someone to create a budget, or plan a trip, but nooo.

Please you guys should help me 😩

I’d be in the comments.

Talk tomorrow.

Ope 💙

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